A Diamond in the Night's Sky




There she is. Sitting outside on this calm and rainy night, reflecting on herself. Reflecting on all the things she could have done. All the things she could have seen. All the places she could have been. Sometimes she doesn’t realize her worth until it’s too late. Sometimes those dreams and aspirations are just that. Dreams. She knows she can be amazing but she doesn’t believe in herself enough to pursue. She gets frustrated because no one believes in her but how could she be upset when she doesn’t even believe in herself?

Have you ever been in a room full of people, but felt so alone? Like no one was really there. That’s how she feels most of the time. She questions herself on this almost every day. Why am I not enough? Why am I not amazing enough to SHINE? Why must I fall here in the background when I know this is not where I am meant to be?

As much as she would like these questions answered, she cannot. And it frustrates her. Enough to make her fearful of change, yet accepting of contentment. It frustrates her to lie on the waist side, all the while another queen is fulfilling her livelihood. She sits there in regret as the clock of life continues to tick tock and the rhythm of life becomes just a little slower. 

Now she’s at a point, where she doesn’t know what to do. Who is she? Where does she belong? Is this the life that higher power chose for her? Where to go from here?
This diamond wants to shine bright but she doesn’t know how to.

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